I'm not really sure what to say. My brother and I have created this...chasm between us. I don't know how to fill it back up. I don't know if we can. That scares the crap out of me. Matt's back from drills. I missed him a lot this weekend. I'm not really sure why. I spent the weekend working and cleaning, but aside from what happened with Ryan, it wasn't half bad. I start my second job Tuesday. I'm hoping this'll help me get everything caught up and some money saved. I need that so bad right now. I'd really like to spend some time with Matt for a while so I think I'm gonna keep this short.
